If I don’t get some, I’ll die; quite simply cease to be.
It doesn’t matter what it is:
It could be a bike ride or a hard run.
It could be a phone call or a confrontation.
It could be a garden, a poem, or a song.
It could be a baby or a man.
If I don’t get some, I’m gonna die. Doesn’t matter what
shape or form work takes: but it must be real –
real enough to make me tired, satisfied at the end
to have given myself to some purpose
I, perhaps, do not entirely comprehend;
humble in appearance, it must be real –
real enough for me to forget myself completely:
losing myself in the task, earnestly, steadily
pouring out all my heart, and using both hands.

walking in Kemise


The Curse and the Blessing

The Curse

They hoe, backs curved up towards the sun, calloused hands gripping the tool, bent over the hard earth. Like question marks scattered over a barren landscape, their bodies warp to the demands of fruitless earth. Thin and tenacious, wiry muscles strain with each blow to the solid ground. The sun is merciless as it beats down, drying and blackening once gentle skin. Sweat taunts the hope of coolness and salts the eyes. The ground is cursed, the work is cursed. They labor for nothing, because it does not rain.

The Blessing

Clouds move in with glorious gray, lit behind by the benevolent sun. The horizon is calm and bright like the quiet eyes of a wondering child. The world grows dark and full of comfort – a hush falls over the land. Men stand with upturned eyes, praying for the merciful waters to fall. Women rush to bring in the peppers and clothes they laid out in the noonday heat. A pregnant pause, and then a low rumble. The miracle of life is bestowed as the heavens break open and it begins to rain.